[MMD R-18] A Cat Is Fine, Too

after spending 12 fucking hours trying to upload this video to the internet, i can finally sleep...if you want to help me, please do spam some hate mail to this email and twitter: humas@mail.kominfo.go.id & @kemkominfothey are responsible of using the tax money for making a internet censor machine INSTEAD of helping local internet service provider to cover more area of service. just in case you ask; yes, the goverment division of tele-communication is focusing more on RESTRICTING international communication rather than HELPING the people in dire need for information and knowledge beyond what this stupid nation can provide. i helped my professor write and make some videos tips and tutorial about film making, and guess which website usually crowded with people searching for free video class or thread that is also being BLOCKED FOR NO REASON? reddit and vimeo is blocked, dude. i can\'t even- PLEASE SEND SUICIDE BOMBER TO MY STUPID GOVERMENT THANK YOUanyway, how\'s your day? i hope the second wave of lockdown not infecting your mental health in any way, because it is honestly starting to get on my nerve really bad.this year i lost an eldritch god- i mean a certain pink art student, and a certain orange dragon who loves to use swear words almost all the time, two days in a row.just want people to know, they are the reason why i\'m not making attempt to get isekai\'ed during 2020 quarantine. as an outdoor kid, it was a tough time. lost all of my strength, probably losing majority of my sanity as well. thoughts of suicide does pops out from time to time, but listening to a sweet soothing voice and watching a meme review made me want to stay alive a bit longer. now that they are gone, i\'m not sure what to do now. if you know their "other version", please let them know that their existence saved a life, or maybe moreso yeah, that\'s not something i should share here. maybe i just miss interacting with actual humans, i don\'t know....err... like the video if you like it, don\'t if you don\'t like it, whatevernext month i\'m gonna try to make a \'part one out of three\' kind of video, episodic is the word i\'m trying to use. not gonna change what i wrote, just gonna keep writting. i\'m lonely...so, no dance video, and it is my take of making a series of video that takes inspiration from bible black, without the futa obviously.if i\'m not posting anything here or my patreon or my sns for more than 3 months, just assume the worst happened to me. in the meantime, see you next month~ (if i can access this site properly with vpn again)